i can't do it...
i can't accept him just because i feel sorry for him...
i can't make him happy if me, myself am not happy...
am i selfish? for me, i find that when it comes to love,
we all have to be selfish sometimes...
think about your own happiness first...
you can't like, marry a person just because you feel sorry...
then what? you suffer for the rest of life
living with someone you don't love?
ridiculous...like seriously!
love the person sincerely and only that can make your lover happy...
both parties will live happily ever after
if neither of them are having one-sided relationships...
when he told me he likes me...
i only thought of him liking me as a friend...
but when he said he 'like like' me...
i was speechless...i didn't say yes to him and neither did i say no...
why didn't i say yes?
hellooo! we just met like a few days ago!
and clearly i do not have feelings for him!
so why didn't i say no??
because i don't like the feeling when i reject someone...
it sucks...it hurts as in feeling guilty and sorry...
i like him as a friend and i like it if this friendship
stays this way and not take another step...
i'm not making the same mistake...
i'm not going to accept someone just because i feel sorry for him...
in this case, i have to be selfish...
my happiness comes first...
my answer is obvious and clear...
he is not the one for me...
and i'm not the one for him...
i still don't know how to reject him...
i have to use the right words to not hurt him...
i want to be honest with him...
i don't want him to wait for my answer...
i don't want to keep his hopes too high...
damn, i'm gonna break an innocent boy's heart...again...
*big sigh* i hate the feeling of rejecting a person's feelings...
same goes for breaking up with someone...
but i know i have to be honest...
oh well, a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do...
gotta break a heart in two...
make that shatter a heart into a zillion pieces...
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