I'm Drowning In A Sea Full Of...HOMEWORK!

wth?! i never thought i would b saying this but,

i think las year was more fun n enjoyable

than this year eventhough i had pmr las year...

las year got less homework...

this year is like oh crap crap crap!

homework everyday day!

it jus keeps on coming n coming...

i'm drowning here!!!

i alreadi knew this would happened this year...

the life of a form 4..

IS NO SWEET 16!

who the hell came up wif this sweet 16 stuff?! bullshit!

hw can this b sweet 16 4 me if i'm suffering in form 4?

i'm trying 2 get used 2 the new subjects,

n since everything is nw higher standard...

its jus difficult 4 me 2 get used 2 rite nw...

i hav more bm homework than english...

hw dreadful!

i would rather do eng homework than bm...

cuz i seriously hate bm but not as much as add maths...

bm teacher suxx 2...always hav the l c l y look...

n always giv us so much homework 2 do...

especially wen it comes 2 komsas n karangan!

i don reali mind doing komsas but karangan??

oh god! i hate it 2 damn much!

that stupid bm teacher always giv

the class karangan with weird tajuk

which makes the karangan so difficult 2 do...

search the internet like crazy also cant

find any contoh karangan or tips!

hw much time hav i wasted jus 2 do her bm homework?!

n 2day she gav me another karangan which is due nex week(tuesday)

n guess wat??!! its actually a project

n everyone in class hav different tajuks!

the karangan mus hav:-700 patah perkataan

-7 perenggan

-mus type in comp n mus print

-mus giv a copy of the karangan 2 everyone in the class

-typing size 9 or 10(so small! is she blind?!) n mus b in 'Arial'

hellooo?! hw can i finish this on time??!

deadline is nex week!

n FYI, i hav other homeworks like moral, physic, chemis, maths...n so on!

hw can i jus focuz on workking on bm...

n 700 words 4 the karangan??

i've never written that much b4 in my entire life!

(except 4 english)

omg! the life of a form 4 is so stressing n its killing me!

my life would b so much better if i'm

not drowned wif tons of homework!

homework! homework! homework!

there is reali no end 2 it!

help! i'm dying here!

HELPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Got Bored In Class, So I Just Did This For Fun...

~~GOTHIC ANGEL~~

Yoe've prison me in a dark cell,

I'm alone in the tower, with no freedom...

You think that I would suffer,

But you are doing me a huge favor...

I live for the dark,

I love the night,

Let darkness consume me and shield me

From the horrible blinding light of day...

A window in the tower, is my greatest treasure

It allows me to gaze at the beautiful moon every night...

I adore the field around the tower

Filled with dead and crippled black roses,

With bats and ravens as my companions...

I wait anxiously from the first sight of dawn,

And pray that the day will end faster,

Let twilight come, show me a new moon,

And I will wait for the great eclipse...

People say I'm a freak of nature,

They fear me as they fear darkness...

But no one appreciates how beautiful darkness is,

Or how unique am I...

I'm the devil's daughter, they all say,

Judege me for all I care...

Lock me in here for eternity,

But I will be grateful for all eternity

As long as I'm together with the dark,

Able to enjoy the peace within...

I'm born special, unique in a way...

Call me a freak, call me a devil

But I'll tell you exactly what am I

~A GOTHIC ANGEL~

Can You Please Not Jump Into Conclusions?

i know u r piss, but i don c why u should b...

u're getting angry for something so silly...

can u not b so sensitif?

wat happened 2day in school was

jus a complete misunderstanding...

its very childish n silly 4 u 2 get so darn piss over this matter...

its not a big deal but u're making it like it is a very big deal...

we went straight 2 the canteen bcuz we thought u went d,

cuz usually u will wait 4 us outside the classroom

n then we will go down 2 the canteen 2gether...

i reached the canteen 1st n i bought my food...

wen i walked pass one of the boy's table

i saw kenneth 2gether wif his own frenz...

once i reached our table,

i saw poh yi standing there wif u n ah juan...

i felt very uneasy n akward cuz u noe lah

i hate her n some more she followed us

during recess which this is not wat she usaully do! damn her!!!

anyway, i turned around 2 tell u n ah jaun that kenneth is not joining us d,

he's wif his frenz..

n then i went 2 giv poh yi the 'i hate u, wat r u doing here?' stare...

n i jus continue 2 eat my food...

n then christie, yx, ching n calvin came...

n i told christie that kenneth won b joining us cuz he's wif his frenz...

wen i was done wif my food, ah juan suddenly came n tell me that u r mad at me...

i was like huh? wat the hell did i do???

at 1st u told ah jaun 'eh, u all so bad lar, why never wait 4 me?'

that time u were jus joking...

ah jaun was polite enough 2 say sorry 2 u 4 leaving u behind...

n the most shocking thing that ah juan told me

that u were mad at me cuz i told u jus nw that u don wan 2 join us d...

n u got mad n told ah juan while going 2 buy ice-blended

'eh, u guys r the ones who left without me n nw u r blaming me for not joining u guys'

since wen the hell did i say u don wanna join us?

i said kenneth lar not u! big difference ok...different gender!

wen ah jaun told me the prob,

i alreadi explained 2 u that it was all jus a misunderstnading,

so don jump in2 conclusions...

but u jus stare at something without looking at me

n jus eat yr ice-blended...hw rude!

u ignored me wen i was jus rite beside u trying 2 fix the prob..

i tried 2 clear things up wif u,

but u think u're always correct n u expect me 2 say sori n grovel u??

no way! i noe i've done nothing wrong, so why should i apologize?

i don even expect u 2 apologize,

cuz this is a pointless fight/quarrel/watever u wan 2 name this situation!

u noe wat i think? i think u felt like u r lacking of attention...

so u jus wanna b mad so that people will comfort n ask u 'r u ok?'...

that is so immature lar...i don hate u, cuz u r one of my bffs

but sometimes i reali hate that attitude of yours...

think logically bout this prob ok...

even if i do hate u n if i did say 'why maymay don wanna join us d?'

do u think i would say that out loud 4 u 2 hear? of course no!

n why didin u hav the guts 2 come n ask me, 'pui theng why do u think that?'

then i can jus expalined 2 u that i wasn't talking bout u but kenneth...

then we wouldn't hav this prob...

if i'm wrong, i will surely say sori 2 u...

but in this case, i've reali done nothing wrong so i won say sori 2 u at all...

no matter wat i tell u, u will still think that u r correct n i'm always wrong...

u're jus ego...u cant admit that u r wrong...

wen people tell u off u don like it,

u deny n giv reasons...so wat 2 do?

wen u r angry u intend 2 make the atmosphere around u look so blue...

wen u r angry why mus u make all yr frenz around u unhappy

n hav that uneasy feeling...

u're piss so wat?

that doesn't mean u hav the right 2 spoil our mood

so that we can join u feeling blue...

i noe i cant change u, i accpeted u as my friend from the beginning,

i accepted yr flaws, yr weaknesses...i respect u...

its fun being frenz wif u,

but sometimes its jus so hard 2 please u...

nw i don noe hw am i gonna talk 2 u like normal again...

cuz i don noe if u will jus let this matter b as it is n 4get bout the past

or u will still think that i'm wrong

n u won 4giv n talk 2 me until i say sori...

so i won talk 2 u until u've decided 2 talk 2 me...

no point talking 2 u if u're still piss at me...

u'll jus ignore me, i noe u well enough...

Going Back To School After The Holidays...

today was the 1st day of school

after the 1 week school holidays n it jus had 2 end so fast!

i had a hard time trying 2 sleep las nite

as i was not used to sleeping early

bcuz i've slept late 4 the past few days...

so it was like torture...

i had 2 force myself 2 sleep...

n i woke up in the morning

feeling so tired n (obviously) very sleepy...

i took my sweet time getting readi 2 go 2 school...

i wasn't that anxious 2 go 2 school

n god i hate mondays(everyone does!)

but still i was looking forward 2 seeing my frenz...

n guy A of course!!!

i seriously miss all of my frenz! all my bffs!

(eventhough i've spend time with them during the holidays...)

ok well, assembly was boring as always...

the principle jus talked bout crappy stuffs n blah blah blah...

i went 2 moral class 2gether wif my moral classmates...

n we hav gotten our test results...

n tq god i didin fail! i got B 4 moral! thats a shock!

(i was expecting my marks 2 b much more lower than that!)

well, sad news is i jus pass my bio...

2 me its not gud enough!

even more sadder news..i failed m.maths...

actually i've alreadi seen this coming...

cuz wen it comes 2 add maths/m.maths...

there r very high chances 4 me in failing these 2 subs...

i guess i jus hav 2 work harder then...

but the greatest news of all which had brightened my mood n

lifted up my spirits so much 2day is

wen i've gotten my english test results...

i got A+! i've never gotten 93% 4

english b4 in secondary until 2day...

jasmine won the bet...

she said i will get 90% n above

but i said no lah! cannot b cuz i usually get 80%-89% 4 eng...

luckily the bet didin include money...(sigh of relieved!)

but nw i'm a lil bit worried bout 2moro's

physic n history test results...

i cant fail these 2 subs! i jus cant!

after school...sucked! why???

cuz after i had my lunch...n exactly at 3pm...

the whole BRP in my area got black out! n then i was suffering n dying in my house...

the weather was so damn freaking hot

eventhough it was raining!

it was like i was in a hot sauna 4 a long time!

the electricity came back around 5pm-6pm...

finally! i was already loosing my temper n patience!

ok thats basically wat happned 2day...

oh, n wat a way 2 start the 1st day of school...

i hope 2moro will turn out better than 2day...

i reali hope so...

~Yue Xin's 16th Bday At Mc D 2010~

~YUE XIN, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!~

***MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE***

^.^

A Fun Day With Friends...

today alicia n her bro, jason

came 2 my house 2 hang out...

i'm bored at home 4 the holiday n so were they...

so them coming 2 my house was a very gud idea...

1st we played UNO spin...

n then we played truth or dare...

we played the dare in a very

funny n seriously crazy way!

like daring jason 2 let alicia, pui yeng n

i 2 apply lipstick on his face...

omg! wat a sight!

daring me 2 seduce n kiss jason on the lips...

OMG!

daring alicia 2 pinch n twist jason's nipples...

lolx!

daring jason 2 take off his shirt n wear my bra

(wtf?!)

daring all of us 2 dance 2 the music...

weird...

after that we jus relax n

talk while lying on my comfy bed...

n then i went 4 a walk wif alicia n jason from

my house to 2 the basketball court

n then 2 their house...

wen we were walking 2 do basketball court...

i helped jason 2 build up his reputation by pretending

2 b his gf in front of his frenz who were playing basketball...

we had 2 hold hands 4 a while jus 2 play the part...

his frenz actually believed tat jason n i were 2gether! omg!

once school reopens..the rumours r going 2 spread!

after tat..jason had 2 walked me home cuz alicia

didin feel that it was safe letting me walk home alone...

wow! i reali had fun 2day!

it was great spending time wif alicia n jason...

i should invite them over again wen all of us r free n wen we r reali bored...

better 2 enjoy our holiday than 2 waste it...

First Term Exam Is Finally Over...

oh yeah!

sayonara 2 the 1st term exam n

helloooo 1 week school holidays!!!

its time 4 me 2 chillax...

n yes, i seriously need it!

the exam was killing me n the onli thing that

kept me motivated was 4 me 2 think

bout the 1 week holiday after the exam...

n nw i can focus on 1 thing:

which is to watch vampire knight as many episodes as possible!

at least 13 episodes a day...

i can do it 4 colourcloud palace so i don c why

i cant do the same 4 vampire knight

i hope my frenz r planning 2 go out soon so i can join them...

we can all watch a movie n

then we will jus hang out at a cafe/ restaurant...

n then we can jus go window shopping...

that should b enjoyable!

i jus hope that my frenz pick the perfect day

which is wen everyone is free 2 go out n

not 1 is left out cuz then it wouldn't b fun at all...

i hav 2 enjoy this holiday cuz once its over...

i will b very buzy n i won hav time 2 go out wif my frenz...

i don even hav time 2 go out wif my family on saturdays n sundays

cuz i hav my kasturi tuition...

both sat n sun, 5 n a half hours of studying...

thats considered as going 2 school...

thats why i'm gonna appreaciate this holiday...

but i wished it was a 2 weeks holiday cuz 2 me...

1week isn't enough!

anyway, 2 all my frenz,

~ HAPPY HOLIDAYS ~