i know u r piss, but i don c why u should b...
u're getting angry for something so silly...
can u not b so sensitif?
wat happened 2day in school was
jus a complete misunderstanding...
its very childish n silly 4 u 2 get so darn piss over this matter...
its not a big deal but u're making it like it is a very big deal...
we went straight 2 the canteen bcuz we thought u went d,
cuz usually u will wait 4 us outside the classroom
n then we will go down 2 the canteen 2gether...
i reached the canteen 1st n i bought my food...
wen i walked pass one of the boy's table
i saw kenneth 2gether wif his own frenz...
once i reached our table,
i saw poh yi standing there wif u n ah juan...
i felt very uneasy n akward cuz u noe lah
i hate her n some more she followed us
during recess which this is not wat she usaully do! damn her!!!
anyway, i turned around 2 tell u n ah jaun that kenneth is not joining us d,
he's wif his frenz..
n then i went 2 giv poh yi the 'i hate u, wat r u doing here?' stare...
n i jus continue 2 eat my food...
n then christie, yx, ching n calvin came...
n i told christie that kenneth won b joining us cuz he's wif his frenz...
wen i was done wif my food, ah juan suddenly came n tell me that u r mad at me...
i was like huh? wat the hell did i do???
at 1st u told ah jaun 'eh, u all so bad lar, why never wait 4 me?'
that time u were jus joking...
ah jaun was polite enough 2 say sorry 2 u 4 leaving u behind...
n the most shocking thing that ah juan told me
that u were mad at me cuz i told u jus nw that u don wan 2 join us d...
n u got mad n told ah juan while going 2 buy ice-blended
'eh, u guys r the ones who left without me n nw u r blaming me for not joining u guys'
since wen the hell did i say u don wanna join us?
i said kenneth lar not u! big difference ok...different gender!
wen ah jaun told me the prob,
i alreadi explained 2 u that it was all jus a misunderstnading,
so don jump in2 conclusions...
but u jus stare at something without looking at me
n jus eat yr ice-blended...hw rude!
u ignored me wen i was jus rite beside u trying 2 fix the prob..
i tried 2 clear things up wif u,
but u think u're always correct n u expect me 2 say sori n grovel u??
no way! i noe i've done nothing wrong, so why should i apologize?
i don even expect u 2 apologize,
cuz this is a pointless fight/quarrel/watever u wan 2 name this situation!
u noe wat i think? i think u felt like u r lacking of attention...
so u jus wanna b mad so that people will comfort n ask u 'r u ok?'...
that is so immature lar...i don hate u, cuz u r one of my bffs
but sometimes i reali hate that attitude of yours...
think logically bout this prob ok...
even if i do hate u n if i did say 'why maymay don wanna join us d?'
do u think i would say that out loud 4 u 2 hear? of course no!
n why didin u hav the guts 2 come n ask me, 'pui theng why do u think that?'
then i can jus expalined 2 u that i wasn't talking bout u but kenneth...
then we wouldn't hav this prob...
if i'm wrong, i will surely say sori 2 u...
but in this case, i've reali done nothing wrong so i won say sori 2 u at all...
no matter wat i tell u, u will still think that u r correct n i'm always wrong...
u're jus ego...u cant admit that u r wrong...
wen people tell u off u don like it,
u deny n giv reasons...so wat 2 do?
wen u r angry u intend 2 make the atmosphere around u look so blue...
wen u r angry why mus u make all yr frenz around u unhappy
n hav that uneasy feeling...
u're piss so wat?
that doesn't mean u hav the right 2 spoil our mood
so that we can join u feeling blue...
i noe i cant change u, i accpeted u as my friend from the beginning,
i accepted yr flaws, yr weaknesses...i respect u...
its fun being frenz wif u,
but sometimes its jus so hard 2 please u...
nw i don noe hw am i gonna talk 2 u like normal again...
cuz i don noe if u will jus let this matter b as it is n 4get bout the past
or u will still think that i'm wrong
n u won 4giv n talk 2 me until i say sori...
so i won talk 2 u until u've decided 2 talk 2 me...
no point talking 2 u if u're still piss at me...
u'll jus ignore me, i noe u well enough...
