Oh Well...

i didn't get the job...

doctor said he wants a temporary staff 

and not a part-timer...

oh well, i'll just have to look for another job...

mun yi invited me to check out this job on saturday...

it seems that she and lucas are working together there...

something about touring and earning big bucks...

mun yi said the singapore team will be there on saturday 

and there will be further explanation about the job...

but that depends on whether i'm free this weekend...

haizzz...searching for a job is easy for some people 

but i guess i'm not one of the 'some people'...

bad luck for me...

geez, if only i had transportation...

i would just work at tenshi no cafe at e@curve...

i guess i'm stuck doing the same thing i do every day...

not that i mind but sometimes it just 

gets boring being in the house all day...

i wanna go out! 

being stuck inside the house 24/7 is unhealthy!

i'm bored reading the same novels again!

i need a new novel, 

i need to read 'inheritance'!!

i'm sick of my going to 

kaput battery hp! i need xperia x3!!

i seriously need a job!! 

i need $$$!!!!

but there is no f-ing way am 

i gonna rob a bank to get $$$!

hell no!!! 

Just Give Me An Answer!

ok, i went to the clinic early for the interview 

and this doctor interviewed me...

asking me for my name, age, why i want this job...blah blah blah...

so normally people work for 8hrs, 

and i might be taking the 8am till 4pm or the 4pm till 12am

(if the doctor leaves early at night so can i...) 

in the end, she said she has to check with 

another doctor on whether he needs a me anot...

they want a permanent staff and 

not a part-timer who will resign after 3 months...

they wouldn't want to go through the hassle 

of searching for another person to employ after i leave...

but if they are desperate, they will employ me...

so they want me to walk to their clinic again 2moro 

morning to inquire whether i get the job...

come on, just give me an answer! 

yes or no...don't give me 'see how' or 'maybe'!

i can't take this pressure! 

my mind is spinning with 'yes, i got the job!' and 'no, i didn't get it...'

its making me worry cuz if i dont get that job, 

it means no rm700 per month and bye bye xperia phone!! 

my mind would not be at peace throughout 

the whole day with this pressure!

please! i need this job! 

i need the money! i need a new hp! 

i saw yue xin and her mom having lunch at wong keong 

and yue xin asked me bout my interview...

what can i say? i'm not as lucky as her...

she got a job as an assistant working in at a kindergarden in the morning 

and at noon she will be working at her shop...

why can my friends find a job so easily but its so hard for me??

*big sigh*

$700?!

i accompanied my mom n sis to the 
clinic yesterday cuz pui yeng has skin problem 
and the the staffs there are actually looking for someone to employ! 
there a vacancies! 
i better not miss this chance! 
my interview is on monday at 11am...
i hope i'll get the job...
the clinic is near my house too 
so i won't any problem with transportation...
i can just walk there in less than 5 mins!
guess what? if i get the job, 
i'll be paid rm700 per month! 
i can buy sony ericsson xperia x3 
just after working for a month! 
according to henry the price of that phone 
has dropped to rm650+ but less than rm700!
its about time i change my hp too...
my hp has been wacky lately which means 
its time to change the battery since it will 
kaput after 1 year but the battery is expensieve! 
i can't buy the battery every year!
might as well buy a new hp then. 
my dad agrees with me...like duh! 
since i'll be using my own money to buy a new hp 
rather than asking him to buy for me! ><''
but i guess that's how it is...
if you want something, you gotta earn to get it..
kami-sama, please let the interview 
go smoothly for me to get a job there!
once i get the job, i'll be motivating myself to work hard 
and earn the money in order to buy a new hp! 
sony ericsson xperia x3, wait for me! 



                       

H.O.T

H-O-T...

yes, its spelled as hot. 

hot has many reasons...

hot chick, hot babe...hot hot hot...

this means 'sexy/very attractive'

but the hot i'm referring to is hot as in hot weather! 

and i mean very hot weather!!

is this even malaysia?? 

i thought malaysia should have tropical weather 

but right now i feel like i'm in a desert!

come on! just rain already! i need RAIN! 

the rain i want is in liquid form falling from the sky 

and not the korean artist Rain who is human.

sadly, from what i know...

this kind of hot weather will last until the month of april 

and only in may will it rain more often...

i guess we can only sufferrrrrrrrrr till the month of may then...

the month of november and december is paradise...

i mean, the weather is just perfect! 

not too hot and too cold...just right! 

sometimes its so cooling that 

i don't even need the air-con in my room... 

seriously, i hope it rains very soon! i can't take this heat! 

my house is not a sauna and yet 

i sweat for no reason just cuz of the heat!

i don't wanna die of heat stroke and 

certainly not at such a young age! CHOI!

i feel like booking a plane ticket to alaska 

since i can't fit into the refrigerator unless 

i chop myself up into 11 pieces then only i can fit in it....

(which is the stupidest idea ever and definitely something 

i would never ever do! seriously, its ridiculous!)  

i know too much rain isn't good but too much heat isn't good either!

there should be a balance like yin and yang! 

 老天爷, please give us rain!!! like NOW!!! 

Bored At Home

i do the same thing every freakin' day...

watch rurouni kenshin which has 95 episodes 

and i'm still watching episode 50+...

take care and play with garfield, 

facebooking, read mangas, listen to music...

yup, doing the same thing everyday...

i need to get out of the house! 

i'm bored of doing the same thing everyday!

i wanna go out with friends! i miss them! 

but everyone is having their own life now...

most of them working and 

don't have much free time to hang out...

i'm starting to miss school a little cuz' i can't see my friends now 

and the fact is that school is the only place 

where you see your friends most of the time...

i hope yue xin replies my fb post soon...

i need to know when she's free so that 

i can walk over to her place and spend some time with her.

pui yee is going to kl kasturi for registration and 

i'm definitely gonna use that chance to get out of the house!

it'll be nice to go and visit kl's popular bookstore 

to check out animes and to walk at petaling street. 

hopefully after pui yee has registered, 

my mom will take us to mid val or 1u 

for some mother and daughters bonding over lunch/tea...

i really want to watch a movie...

i heard mission impossible is worth watching...

i've done my new year's shopping 

but my mom said i should buy more tops 

with sleeves and collar so that i'll look smart for college...

maybe i'll buy more of them since i'll be wearing them 

throughout the year and there are sales especially at padini and seed... 

anyway, i was happy that jasmine called me last night...

at least that made yesterday a little bit different 

than how i spent my normal days...

oh my goodness, we actually talked for almost an hour! 

it was like 53 mins! i guess that's what happens 

when you don't see your friends often and 

once you start talking there is no end since both 

have a lot to talk about what's been going on in their life...

i really think that the next time jasmine calls/i call her,

we'll be talking for more than 1 hour! 

anyway, i miss ren juan. i really wanna visit her 

but i don't know if she is working on saturdays and sundays too...

i can call and ask her but then i'm afraid of feeling disappointed 

if she tells me that she really is working on weekends too...

but surely she'll get 1 or 2 days off right? 

i guess i just have to ask her 

even if i would feel disappointed in the end...

well, that's what you get for not having a job...

you'll feel bored at home and will start missing your friends 

and you will also have the urge to find them to spend time with them...

Luck Is On Our Side

luck is on our side this year! 

thank goodness pui yeng could transfer to smkbrp!

she went to smkbrp for the 1st time today and 

today was the beginning of her teenage life which 

she will be educated for another 5 years in this school...

but wtf! she entered 1D class 

eventhough she could enter class 1RK/1A??!!

phew, luckily she told me its only temporary 

or else i'm gonna charge into school and 

scold the shit out of the headmistress!

so i hope that with luck on our side

pui yeng will be entering a different and 

better class with good teachers to educate her.

fingers cross! 

luck don't fail us now! ^^ 

Inheritance

i've been reading 'awakened' (house of night novel) 

for 3 days now and i'll be finishing the last 2 chapters today too...

so what am i gonna read next? 

i'm kinda bored with the novels i have now 

and i've read them many times...

i need a new novel to read and i think 'inheritance' 

(the 4th and final book of inheritance cycle/eragon saga) 

is my next target...but dang! 

that novel sure is expensieve even after 20% of discount! 

whatever, that book will surely be in my hands sooner or later...

the next time i go out, i'll make sure i will visit mph/borders 

and buy christopher paolini's great work regardless of the price!

it should be worth it since its the final book 

and i've bought the previous 3 books.

INHERITANCE, WAIT FOR ME! 

YOU WILL BE ALL MINE SOON ENOUGH! 

  

The Sorcerer and The White Snake

I seriously love this movie! 

The graphic is superb and the plot of the story 

touched my heart and made me shed tears.

Raymond Lam and Eva Huang did a great job with their duet too! 

The lyrics are meaningful and touching! 

This song is perfect for the movie....

I would definitely watch 'The Sorcerer and The White Snake/It's Love' again!

Here's a video of the song.

WARNING!! 

SPOILERS FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T WATCH THE MOVIE!!

Don't say I didn't warn you.

If you are a sensitive person, you may need tissues.

Anyway, enjoy watching this video! ^^

This song is called 'Promise'. 

Hakuna Matata...For Now

Hakuna matata is a Swahili phrase that is 

literally translated as 'There are no worries'. 

Its a phrase I learned from watching 

my childhood disney animation, 'The Lion King'.

Well, that's exactly the way i'm living my life now...only for now...

I'm living my life with no worries except doing whatever I wanna do...

I stay up late watching anime/reading manga/facebooking, 

wake up at noon and have lunch straight away, 

spend time with Garfield and spend the 

whole day repeating the same activities...

Hakuna Matata is the perfect phrase to describe the life i'm living now...

A life without any worries, just stay home and relax...what a carefree life!

Ok, I know I sound like a lazy girl and I know I should at least get a job 

instead of staying at home all day doing only what interests me 

but that depends if I can find a suitable job and if anyone wants to hire me...

I've been asking friends but until now I still can't get a job.

Ren Juan tells me that the place where 

she works as a waitress is seriously tough 

till the extend of a girl quitting on the 

same day she started working there...

She told me that the plates and glasses there are somehow very heavy to carry

and she discourage me to work there together with her. 

I asked Kah Kiat if I could worked at a dim sum restaurent with him

 but it seems that they only hire guys to work there...

I waited for Chi Ken to give me good news on whether 

I can work at a furniture shop since the payment is good 

but the manager said they have hired enough people...bad luck for me...

I would love to work at Popular bookstore at Jusco Kepong. 

I wouldn't mind arranging novels/DVDs/CDs perfectly.

I always like to arrange my novels and DVD's at home neatly. 

But there is the same problem that I can never solve, I have no transport! 

That spoils everything! I don't know how to drive just yet.

I took the undang test and managed to pass it and 

I'll be taking my amali on the 4th of January.

I'm abit nervous since I'll be learning how to 

drive a manual car instead of an auto.

Well, I remembered Jasmine telling me that Hiqmal's sis 

used to work at the clinic near my house so maybe 

I'll try to walk over there one day and ask if they need an extra help there. 

At least I don't have to drive there and it will take less than 

5 minutes to reach there even by foot.  

But again, it depends if they want to hire me to work there. 

SPM is over, it feels like a dream now...

School starts on the 4th of January and for the 1st time, 

I won't be wearing a uniform and carrying a 

school bag walking through the front gate of school.

Only my sisters are going to school while 

I'm staying at home sleeping until noon while my sisters have to start 

sleeping at 10pm to wake up early the next day at 6am. 

Should I laugh or pity them?

I think I should do just both! Oh wait, I have amali on the same day 

so I have to wake up early too...whatever! It's just one day! XD

Oh, Pui Yee will be having PMR this year...

I guess year 2012 is her personal dooms 'year'...all the best of luck to you my dear sister.

With that big brain of yours you'll get flying colours 

and enter science stream with no sweat!

It really is goodbye to SMKBRP for me. 

I've been studying there for 5 years and now I've left this school for good.

I won't be walking into this school anymore like how I used too 

and to never to greet my friends once i entered the school gates.

Oh, I'll definitely miss my closest and best friends and the times we've spent together. 

I'll cherish those memories until the day I die.

They were my family in school. My brothers and sisters who I care so much for.

I really hope we will keep in touch and will remain our close friendship.

I hope we could hang out together often 

but it will be hard once everyone starts going to college and starts working...

everyone would have their own life with 

their own things to do and may not have much free time...

Well, the only thing I can do now is enjoy my long holiday until I enter college.

I'll live my life without worries till then.

Hakuna Matata.