Monday, January 9, 2012

Just Give Me An Answer!

ok, i went to the clinic early for the interview 
and this doctor interviewed me...
asking me for my name, age, why i want this job...blah blah blah...
so normally people work for 8hrs, 
and i might be taking the 8am till 4pm or the 4pm till 12am
(if the doctor leaves early at night so can i...) 
in the end, she said she has to check with 
another doctor on whether he needs a me anot...
they want a permanent staff and 
not a part-timer who will resign after 3 months...
they wouldn't want to go through the hassle 
of searching for another person to employ after i leave...
but if they are desperate, they will employ me...
so they want me to walk to their clinic again 2moro 
morning to inquire whether i get the job...
come on, just give me an answer! 
yes or no...don't give me 'see how' or 'maybe'!
i can't take this pressure! 
my mind is spinning with 'yes, i got the job!' and 'no, i didn't get it...'
its making me worry cuz if i dont get that job, 
it means no rm700 per month and bye bye xperia phone!! 
my mind would not be at peace throughout 
the whole day with this pressure!
please! i need this job! 
i need the money! i need a new hp! 
i saw yue xin and her mom having lunch at wong keong 
and yue xin asked me bout my interview...
what can i say? i'm not as lucky as her...
she got a job as an assistant working in at a kindergarden in the morning 
and at noon she will be working at her shop...
why can my friends find a job so easily but its so hard for me??
*big sigh*