i hav 2 face so many probs this year...why is that??
so far i hav 2 relationship probs wif frenz...
1 alreadi solved n another havent which onli happened recently...
2 make it worst, my bday is jus 2days away nw...
oh god this sux!
i reali suspect that someone in school who might hav a grudge
against me jus might wanna ruin my happy life...
well, he/she was smart enough 2 make my life
miserable n 2 ruin my up coming bday!
making me all stress n depressed...
i don think i had this kind of probs in form 3...
i'm trying 2 figure out who might that devil b...
this prob is jus another misunderstanding...
n again i'm 2 b blamed 4...
why always me??
i've always tried 2 stay out of trouble,
always tried try not 2 get involved wif any fights or quarrels...
cuz after wat i've been through so much in form 1 n form 2...
i jus don wan it 2 be repeated again...
i've been afraid of getting blamed again 4 anything eversince then...
i'm always afraid of 2 things...
1 is 2 get blamed 4 something i did not do,
n another is that i'm afraid of my frenz 2 find me annoying...
i reali don wan anyone 2 dislike me or hate me...
if i've reali done something wrong,
i would surely say i'm sori n reali mean it...
but i will definitely NOT say sori 4 something i did not do!
i jus hope this prob will be solved n 4gotten b4 my bday comes...
this is my wish n i reali hope it comes true...
i hate this feeling i feel rite nw...
n i seriously don wanna feel this on my bday...=(
