i don noe why
but my group of frenz
aren't as close as we used 2 b this year
eversince we all went 2 diff classes...
ah juan, christie, calvin, kah kiat n wong r in the same class
yxin n zching r in the same class wif me...
n TQ GOD that 'fan su' is not in the same class as me...
if not then i will surely die...
having her around is like going through hell!
ok 4get bout 'fan su' its not bout her...
the main thing is that ah juan n i r not close anymore
n i don like it...not one bit!
i cant call her all the time cuz she has no house phone
n calling her hp wif my house phone is expensieve...
my dad has been giving me tongue-lashings
everytime the phone bill comes...
me calling ah juan will b the most expensieve...
i noe its expensieve but then if i don call her n giv her updates,
i don feel connected wif her like we used 2 b...
even if i c her in school nw,
i don noe wat should i talk wif her...
ah juan goes 2 the same tuition wif me...she carpools wif me...
thats the onli time i can giv her updates n talk...
we don talk during tuition at all...
we jus lol 2gether wen the teachers crack up some silly jokes...
even if we did talk, its during our 30 min tuition break...
i've talked 2 my mom bout hw i feel...
she said there is nothing i can do
cuz thats wat happens wen u're in diff classes wif yr frenz...
but at least i hav yxin, zching n jazzmint wif me in class
so i'm not lonely at all...
but i miss ah juan...
i hav many bff n she is 1 one them...
nw i'm very close wif jazz, yxin n zching...i love them lar!
i jus wish that 3 of them including me
r in the same class wif ah juan, christie, calvin n kah kiat...
n noob dude(wong..lolx)
las year we were all in the same class n it was very fun...
we joke n play so much in class like crazy!
haizz, eversince kah wei joined our group...
the group was like slowly breaking up...
we didin argue or anything,
its jus that we wanna stay far away from kah wei n 'fan su'...
these 2 r always 2gether n they r in the same class...
worst still, calvin join kah wei n 'fan su'...
so yxin, zching, christie n i ended up staying away from calvin 2...
its not his fault, we're jus trying 2 stay away from k.w n f.s....not clavin...
i feel like my frenz n i hav lost calvin 2 them...
i think calvin has been influence by them...
kah wei will surely follow calvin wherever he goes...
that bitch did say she wanted 2 'kao' him...
EWW! they don match at all!
so kah wei cant stay away from my girl frenz n calvin 2....
hw annoying n frus 2 hav her around...
i cant solve this friendship prob...
i'm trying 2 think of ideas 2 pull back our friendship but i hav none...
i need help! i'm still not giving up,
but i don noe if my frenz hav alreadi given up
on trying 2 win calvin 2 come back 2 our side again...
i warned calvin b4 bout maymay n kah wei...
but calvin is a gentleman...
he doesn't know hw 2 reject anything from k.w n f.s...
so if he cant beat them he has no choice but 2 join them...
if i hav 3 wishes...
i would wish that kah wei n maymay
were never in smkbrp...
if it weren't 4 them...
i wouldn't hav 2 deal wif this prob...
i seriously hate them!!! they've ruined everything!
cant things jus go back 2 normal?
normal as in like i wish kah wei had never join us
n that we've never met maymay...
everyone in the group would b happy
n all of us will b closer like las year...
i still love my frenz no matter wat...muax!
but i will 4ever hate k.h n lmm!!!
