it has alreadi been 3 years...(form 1-3)
this will b the 4th year then...(form 4)
we've been apart 4 so long...
i'm over u n i onli treat u as a friend nw...
but sometimes wen i cant sleep at night...
i don noe why but i jus think of u n the memories i had wif u...
i tried 2 stop thinking bout u
but the memories jus cant stop flowing in2 my mind...
its annoying! i'm angry at myself!
i was the 1 who made the choice, so why............?
why do i hav this lil feeling of guilt n regret?
i should stop thinking bout u n i shouldn't miss u at all...
nw that i think back n remember that day i said 'its over' 2 u...
my mind has been so confused!
i cant think straight! i don noe whether if it was a mistake that i made
or was it fate 4 us 2 seperate??!
i told everyone the reason why i broke up wif u is bcuz u r 2 shy n quiet...
u never communicate wif me...well, thats true...
that is definitely one of the reasons why...
but my frenz don noe another reason why i broke up wif u...
the other reason is bcuz yr mom dislikes me...
so i jus didin wan 2 burden u...
if i'm still wif u rite nw,
yr mom will giv u many tongue lashings n lectures...u'll suffer then...
but nw i wonder, if i had never broken up wif u...
would we still b a couple until 2day?
u've been loyal n faithful n u were my 1st...
if i've never broken up wif u i would onli hav 1 bf which is u
n no ex-'s at all...nobody would even call me a playgirl...
but i guess yr mom is even more happy since i'm out of yr life...
she looks down on me 2...
she compares between u n me...
obviously u hav better grades than me
so yr mom thinks that i'm not suitable 4 u...
cuz i'm not as smart n hardworking as u...
it doesn't matter nw...
the past is the past
n i cant do anyhting 2 change it...
its probably better this way...
u'll b happier n i'll find my own happiness wif someone else...
