Sunday, February 27, 2011

Faded Feelings, Please Don't Return...

i'll never forget the memories i have created with you,
they are just too sweet to be forgotten...
i appreciate the time i've spend with you and
i never regretted it not even for a single second...
me being friends with you is already enough for me,
i don't ask or demand for more and i don't desire you as a lover anymore...
my feelings for you have faded slowly but it took longer than i expected...
i guess i must have really loved you...
now i'm free from that feeling which is a good thing
because i know the one you love is not me but her...
and i understand completely...
when you feel love for a person,
you can't control it when the feeling just naturally comes...
having this one-sided love hurts so its better to not have the feeling at all...
better to get rid of the hurt because
i know you and me has no progress at all and will never go any further...
knowing we can talk everyday as normal, close friends,
makes me feel very happy...
you caring for me, always being concern for me
and me doing the same for you...
i guess this is how it should be...
better to be friends than enemies,
better to be friends than lovers...
i just hope that you don't misunderstand
when you realised i've been looking at you once and a while...
i'm just being observant...
i regret to say that is one of my habit...
i hope we can stay this way, as very close friends...
i'm satisfied with the way we are now...
i'm just always scared of making you feel annoyed
just because i chat with you everyday...
i don't mind if you chat with me everyday,
i'm always available if you want someone
to chat with you to get rid of your boredom...
i want us to be friends forever no matter what happens...
i wonder if i'm being selfish
for wanting us to be friends for as long as we live...