i don't hate you, but........
i dont know why, i just.......*sigh*
i like walking home with you,
its nice to have someone accompanying me but honestly,
i rather walk home together with your sister than you...
but she usually carpools with her friend...
to me, i find that since i know you well...well enough...
walking home with you almost every day is getting kinda old and boring...
i'm starting to find you annoying too...
that's why i don't feel like talking with you when we walk home together...
i know i might seem very selfish and mean...
but i guess that's just how i feel...
now that i think about it,
i started feeling this way about you when my classmate
told me that your sister called her recently...
asking what's up with me these days when i'm actually fine as usual...
not once, but twice...
when my classmate told me about it,
i was like, oh..........(moans in frustration)...
i know you are concern about me,
but please don't try to make silly assumptions...
when i say i'm fine, i really am fine!
so don't try to dig out answers to find out what's wrong with me...
you won't find the answers you are looking for
because the questions and the problem don't even exist to begin with!
please mind your own buisness...
please mind your own life...
my classmate told me to tell you how i feel about all of this...
but i don't have the heart to tell you
eventhough i know thats the right thing to do...
i know it will hurt your feelings,
hurting you means hurting your sister too
and i don't want to mess up our freidnship...
all i can do now is avoid you...
avoiding you is probably....
the best thing for me to do...
for now at least...
