ok i haven blog in ages!...gotta update, like, now!
ok so its already year 2011...
holidays are over n school has started
but i kept thinking bout the taiwan trip and the christmas party at jae er's place
including all the days i spend just watching anime n 'he's beautiful'...
nw they r just sweet memories from year 2010...
so welcome year 2011 n hell as i have to work harder this year
cuz its finally the year when i, including all form 5 students this year, have to take spm...damn...
time flies n i'm growing older...soon i wont b in my teens n i'm turning 20 in 3 years time!
crap, i'll b worrying bout my hairs turning gray and silver soon too!
after my birthday, i'll b officially 17 n i cant wait to take the driving test
(sadly, mom says i can only take the test after spm...that suxx!)
anyway this year, i wanna try to enjoy and make the best final year in smkbrp...
i'll spend time with my dear friends cuz after this year...
everyone will b going their seperate ways...
i'll make an effort to keep in touch with them n call them out like,
once a week for a movie or somehting...
but so far, right nw...i'm not 100% happy in school cuz for 1 thing my bio teacher sucks,
a bitch is sitting in front of me in class,
my fav eng teacher pn kalai isn't my eng teacher for this final year in school...it is depressing...
but i can keep up wif my studies so thats gud...
i'm trying to change my way of being a student
cuz i dont want 2 b the student from last year...
so nw, i'm trying 2 manage my time n 2 b very well organized,
trying 2 b more independent n hardworking,
n i keep telling myself to b confident in everything i do n always hav a positive mind...
i want 2 b more active this year n try 2 keep my grades up...
my goal for this year is 2 keep this new attitude of mine
as long as i live n 2 get satifying results for spm...
i hav 2 b very serious this year...less fun more study...
study, study, study..........................n more studies!
i'll suffer in hell nw but after spm i'll b going out shopping, having a part-time job,
watching all the anime n korean dramas i've been aiming for,
facebooking all day long, reading mangas online, practicing my driving ;-)........
n oh, sooo much more! i cant wait 2 get out of hell!
