24.9.2011...Korean Music Wave 2011 is over...
i wanted to go so badly to see U-Kiss...
since i didn't go, that proves one thing: dreams/wishes don't come true...
ok, maybe some do for some people...whatever...
i'm just not one of those lucky human beings
that get to see their idols live on stage...what a bummer...
all i can do is search and watch those fan cams on youtube...
the videos aren't clear but its better than nothing...
i watched the videos of U-Kiss performing my fav songs on stage
like 'round and round', 'neverland', '0330', and 'man man ha ni'...
oh how i wish with all my heart that i was there to hear them sing live on stage...
i hear all the fan girls screaming and the crowd being so energetic
while i was watching the videos...
and i was like, damn! i envy each and everyone of them!
i never got a chance to go to SuJu's concert, World Stage...etc
not even one concert...and its depressing....
my youngest sister loves U-Kiss as much as me...probably more...
and she was so sad that she couldn't see her fav U-Kiss member, Kevin Woo...
she cried at 7pm cuz that's when the show started
and she cried again and again each time she thought of U-Kiss...
i don't blame her...i know how she feels...
knowing that something so close to you and yet its far beyond your reach...
U-Kiss came to Malysia, performed at stadium merdeka in KL...
i go to KL for tuition every saturday and sunday...so do you get what i mean??
U-Kiss is in my country,
performing at the venue where its so close to my tuition center
and yet i still have no chance of seeing them perform live...
the feeling is so frustrating...
ah juan get to see kim hyun joong for free at the garden's hotel,
so did i but i'm not a huge fan of him...i'm the okok sort of fan...
but then i couldn't get to see U-Kiss which is my fav K-Pop boy group...
so where is the fairness in this??
ah juan cried with tears of happiness cuz she was able to see her fav idol...
my sister?? cried with tears of disappointment, depression and with such sadness!
me, on the other hand, tried not to think bout it too much on that day...
but obviously i was filled with negative feelings in me...
you might say i'm crazy cuz i'm getting pissed off with this
but its a huge deal to me...
i mean, how would you feel if your all time fav idol came to your country
and you can't go to their concerts to see them just for once in your life??
my sister and i could only listened to U-Kiss' songs
on my mp3 during that night...*big sigh*
life is fucking unfair...
i know that fucking well...
but i think there is a limit to everything...
life shouldn't be sooo damn unfair!
U-Kiss is probably back in Korea now...farewell U-Kiss...
i guess i will never get a chance to see you guys until the day i die...
