many people think that when someone cries,
the tears that flow from their eyes symbolize sadness...
that's true, but do tears ONLY symbolize sadness?
i don't think so...
the tears flowing from someone's eyes can mean
so many things other than being sad...
it can mean anger, frustration, stress and also joy and happiness...
when you're too happy, you cry with tears of joy...
when you are filled with so much negative feelings...you cry too...
that's one of the way to let out your feelings in order to feel better...
a few days ago, i cried...the tears flowing from my eyes were tears of anger and frustration...
i hate that particular person like only the shinigami(death god) knows
how much i want this person out of my life...
i cried cuz i freakin' hate the fact that she is related to me,
i hate her attitude,
the way she talks especially when she is joking
cuz her real motive is to try to sneak an insult...
i hate it the most when she scolds me even though she don't have the right to!
i'm her niece but i don't treat her as my aunt...
she's a stranger to me, i don't know her at all...
so bitch, you don't have the fucking right to even talk to me
or tell me what i can or cannot do!!!
i don't respect you at all and i hated you as i did then and now even more!!!
the next time i see you, don't you dare mess with me and pick a fight with me!!!
but if u want a fight, i'll give you EXACTLY what you want!
the tears i shed that day wasn't because
i felt sad or that i regretted what i said to you...
i never said anything wrong except facts!
i cried because i was so damn bloody pissed off
cuz i was forced to apologized to you!!!
my tears flowed from my eyes as my body felt boiling hot!
i was so mad cuz i didn't said enough to make you feel offended!!!!!!!!
i cried, clenching my fists when everyone blamed me...
you're lucky you left you bloody bitch
cuz i could have punched you right in your ugly face if you were still around!!!
i stopped crying when i realized it was not worth shredding a tear
for you cuz you are nothing to me!
my uncle(not her husband) asked me after a while,
what lesson have i learned today?
i just told him what i felt:
I DON'T HAVE TO GIVE A DAMN BOUT THE PEOPLE I HATE!!!
obviously not the answer he was expecting...
but i heard my sister said behind my back 'da jie, what an awesome answer!'
well, at least i know someone is on my side...
my uncle only looked surprised and said 'erm.............good'
ha! that's exactly what i was expecting!
